Thursday, March 22, 2012

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Life is stressful right now.  I keep gaining weight even though I have nets of like 800 or so.  I was 125 this morning.  So much stress.  I have a job interview tomorrow.  I need a job.  I need a lot of things...  I feel miserable and everyone is expecting me to stay positive and not get stressed or upset and they're only making things worse.  I've been suicidal and turning violent.  It's not good.

~Kes

2 comments:

  1. Sometimes we just need to freak out and feel down.. It's just the way it is.. And it does get annoying when everyone tries to push us to be "jolly"..

    GL with the interview - feel better soon.

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  2. don't frustrate about your weight when u first start working out, it happened to me too i went up to 126lbs, and it was scary but after two weeks of pushing hard you will see the weight start dropping, trust me it happened to me. so keep your head high and push hard :) you can do it!

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